I try.

I try to say I'm happy
but it always comes out wrong

I try to say I'm angry
and you fucking sing along

I try to say I'm lonely
and you cling to every word

I try to say I'm simply wrong
and you claim that I'm absurd


So I think I'll feign delight
while inside I'm crashing down

I think I'll say I'm feeling good
while the room spins round 'n round

I'm sure I've said I'm okay
which we all know is a lie

I'm sure you've said "you'll be there"
but you're never by my side


when things crash, bleed, cry, crush, destroy, die, hope, bleed, puss, drip, scar.